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Brings Hope to a Desperate Soul

By Lijuan Zhou, March 02, 2010

	Though I am only 35 years old, I’ve been suffering from severe insomnia, high-level gastric acid and chronic superficial gastritis for over 16 years. Basically I did not have any good sleep in the last 16 years, and I had to eat vegetables every meal, otherwise the gastric acid would torture me. My study and my job were severely affected by insomnia and stomach disorder. In 2004, I broke up with my boyfriend after we spent 6 years together. My health condition became even worse because of this frustration. Many illnesses, such as insomnia, gastritis, gynecopathy, rheumatoid arthritis, frozen shoulder, cervical spine dysfunction and so on had been torturing me ever since then. Basically I did not work at all after 2005, due to my horrible health problems. I could hardly sleep in the night, accompanied by headache, chest pain, heart palpitation, and heart weakness. Each day I was so tired even every cell inside me. I was painfully suffering from these symptoms for years, hopelessly and desperately. I even searched for the way to commit suicide online. I had no job, no salary, no husband or kid – my life was full of desperation and unhappiness. The only one who supported me to live on the earth was my dear sister. Sometimes I woke up suddenly in the midnight because of the darkness and fear. The fear to my future came out from the deepest part of my soul, and I could not stop it. I did have introspection. I knew it was my characters that led to such a miserable life, such as impetuous, jealous, disloyal, selfish, immature and so on. I always had the goals unachievable, attached to vanity, and lusted for fame and gain. These were the roots of my insomnia. They made it worse gradually, impaired my digestive system, exacerbated my fate, and turned my life into a tragedy. I felt guilty and I wanted to change, but I was too weak to make a change. The illnesses and pain kept torturing me every minute. How eager I wanted to have good sleep and good appetite as normal people! I was desperate, living in pain and meaningless life… At the time when Chinese New Year came in 2010, I was living in the misery as usual, suffering from headache, insomnia, and stomachache. But when I was sad for another tough year, something unexpected happened. On the fifth day of the New Year, I found that I felt much better than before – less headache, less chest pain, and less discomfort in stomach. I realized immediately that it was all because of honorable Holy Ziguang Shang Shi’s merciful blessing! As in the previous night, I learned on the phone how to sincerely chant the holy epithet of Holy Ziguang Shang Shi from Preacher Yuan Jing, a Guang Huan Mi Zong Preacher. And then I did what she taught me when I was in bed. I did nothing but chanting the holy epithet in my heart, but it really worked! I was so grateful… In autumn 2007, I first met Preacher Yuan Jing through my cousin Huifen Zhou. What touched me deeply was that Preacher Yuan Jing travelled for more than 300 kilometers to tell me about honorable Holy Ziguang Shang Shi. But I was doubtful at that time as I just could not understand. Later I gradually understand that Buddhas and Gods do exist in the world, so does the karmic cause. But I still don’t know how to do. In Chinese New Year's Eve, 2010, I sent a greeting message to Preacher Yuan Jing. She replied me quickly. A few days later, she called me and taught me Health Dharma through the phone. I chanted the holy epithet of Holy Ziguang Shang Shi in my heart when I was lying in the bed, and I slept much better than ever. I was so happy about it. Later, Preacher Yuan Jing taught me lessons about life and virtue. I thank Holy Ziguang Shang Shi very much from the bottom of my heart, for bringing hopes to a desperate soul. I also deeply appreciate the help from Preacher Yuan Jing, and Holy Ziguang Shang Shi’s amazing Dharma. I will definitely practice Guang Huan Mi Zong Health Dharma diligently, help as much people as possible, and wait sincerely for the big day of conversion to honorable Holy Ziguang Shang Shi!