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The Bitter Tears and Endless Gratitude of A Never-Grown-Up Child

By Longyan Xu , Febery 28, 2010

	I’m a 20-year-old girl from Shunde District of Foshan City. I grew up in where Exoteric Sects were prevailing. In December 2009, the fate led me to learn Guang Huan Mi Zong Buddhist Dharma. When I first went to the Buddhist Chapel named Da Shi Ming in Foshan City, I noticed that it was distinctly different from what I learned before. I had a special feeling that I really wanted to learn this Dharma further. The reason why I learned Dharma was very simple – I wished I could be freed from afflictions, and the torture of illnesses. Though I was only 20 years old, my history of sickness was as long as my age. The taste of illnesses was so horrible and led to the feelings of inferiority. I was always envious other kids so much that they could have happy childhoods, while I could only lie in a bed in the hospital and let my days go by. When I was 6 years old, I got a fever accompanied by with swelling and pains in my arms and legs. But every hospital gave me different diagnosis, which made my family and I did not know what to trust or what to do; I was scared. I was too young to understand the situation, and thought I could only live in hospital all the time in my life. For over ten years, my parents took me visit many hospitals all over the country, and tried to find the cure for my problems. But their efforts were all in vain. Although I was young, I had experienced chemotherapy, spinal tap, lymph surgery, and once I almost became a human specimen with my organs being cut out. Because my left thighbone joints were severely damaged, I could only walk with my right leg, which made one child longer and the other one shorter of my two legs. Since 2007, I did not go to hospitals anymore, and I never ever wanted to be there again – because I was hopeless, didn’t want to know my condition any more, or expect anything from my life. Three years ago, I knew a religious brother in Buddhist Exoteric Sects. I learned from him and became a vegetarian for three years. I confessed every month on the 1st and 15th of Chinese calendar, and every Birthday of Sakyamuni Buddha, but there was no slight improvement. I was completely disappointed. In December 2009, I got a chance to know a Guang Huan Mi Zong Preacher - Preacher Miao Ding. She guided me to attend a three-day Guang Huan Mi Zong Health Dharma Class in Da Shi Ming Buddhist Chapel in Foshan City. I was skeptical at that time, but I would like to try. On the first day of class, I prayed to Namo Holy Ziguang Shang Shi to help me during the therapy. Then I found that I could walk faster, and I felt much more relaxed. On the third day, I left the class crying, because I was so moved by the noble Dharma bestowed by Holy Ziguang Shang Shi. I was so unwilling to leave. I attended the Health Dharma Class again on January 16, 2010. This time I came with 200% of confidence. I found the hope for my life – to live like a normal person! Though I practiced Guang Huan Mi Zong Dharma for only a month, but I found what I got in this month was much more precious than what I learned in the last 20 years! Now I feel so lucky that I have the chance to learn Guang Huan Mi Zong Health Dharma. My life has been changed, and I finally can live in the world happily! Thank you so much, the most respectable Holy Ziguang Shang Shi!